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Sunday, January 11, 2004
yest had choir farewell party 4 my last yr seniors... haha... had fun... makin e food n all... finally spent time wif aud n u...
we were late wor... den aft tt they tried 2 start e fire... bt had probs... lucky beside our e pit is our sch gal... we go ask her ask 1 of her frd 2 help us make e fire... den e other pit beside us e guys veri wat lo... sae we 20 over ppl still cant start e fire... cos we ask them help ma...
realised when we r not alone by ourselves we can still joke n tok... bt felt rather lonely sometimes when u r tokin 2 ur other frdz... bt wound need time 2 heal... i was v happy yest we could still joke when u came... n we wore same ting... suddenly like last time... when we all sae we tink a like cos we r 'darlings'... wat abt now?? r we still 'darlings'?? u didnt noe wat i wrote on e sand ba... cos we all wanted 2 go hm le... i wrote 'yen ching n amanda best frdz 4eva' i reali hope we will b tt way... life we haf 2 gif n take ba... tt's wat i learnt... wat i sms u yest was true... i reali missed u... did u??
when u told mi ur frd's prob... i felt upset oso... they r best of frdz... den wat r we?? guess u dun noe wat 2 sae cos we oso sth like tt?? she lost... did u feel lost when we always quarrelled?? like i sae b there 4 her... cos i noe she wans some1 2 reali care 4 her... as a frd... i juz wan some1 2 undersand mi... haiz... yest m ask mi hw i stand u, rem?? i had wanted 2 sae. last time u were not like tt... i reali dun noe if its i change or u... i dun noe... bt i wan u 2 noe... seein u upset i oso upset... i feel helpless n useless when i didnt noe wat 2 sae yest abt ur frd's prob... reali...
stop here... gotta do work le...
piano^gal >.<
laughin doesn't mean u r happy... if u laugh n u r not happy... there is no pt laughin... happiness is wat u feel deep inside u...
thinking of you @ 3:11 PM
wishing for--*
* new tops/ bottoms/ jumper
* nail polish
* new highlights for hair
* new heels
* new diary (notebook)
* have a beta 2007
* be more decisive
movie list--*
happy feet
open season
Night at the Museum
charlotte's web
eragon
= the holiday =
curse of e golden flower
= zodiac =
= TMNT =
= Ghost Rider =
= Spider Man 3 =